nosirnotme
09-02-2007, 04:09 PM
Hello All,
I'm glad I found this message board. I've been reading posts and can relate so much to folks here! First of all, I'd like to state that I haven't been officially diagnosed with PA, but my doctors are leaning towards PA as opposed to other types of arthritis based on my symptoms. Since most of the treatments are the same, it really does not matter that I don't have an official label yet.
I am taking methotrexate and started Remicade about two months ago. Unfortunately, I did not have any improvements with the first two infusions. With my last one (third one), they increased the dosage and I felt better for about a week. So, we're going to bump it up again for my next one.
I know this sounds bad, but it was nice to hear about other folks feeling the way I do. Not that I would wish this on anyone, but just the fact that there are others out there who understand. I have a wonderful support system. I am fortunate to have a very loving and understanding husband, great friends and my work is very flexible. I try to be strong most of the time about how I feel. There is no sense in bringing folks down with me. But, I've had a few little meltdowns. It's usually when I have to realize I can't do everything I want to do. For instance, running simple errands is difficult on some days. Other times, just taking a shower is a huge task. I feel guilty about not being able to walk our dog as much as I'd like. I'm thankful we don't have children because the guilt would eat me up of not being able to take care of them. I read here about folks taking pain meds just to clean the house. I felt better realizing I'm not the only one! I also take them so I can walk the dog. That's for me to get some exercise and to let our big dog be the social butterfly that he is and meet his buddies in the neighborhood.
I have a question for folks who have had arthritis for longer than I have. I've had it for almost a year. Does it get worse or does it get better over time? I've got it in my feet, ankles, knees, hand, neck and lower back. Then, in the last month I started having chest pain. The doctor thinks I had inflammation in the lining of my lung. A few days ago, my shoulder had inflammation as well. I couldn't even move my arm without excruciating pain. I feel like I've been down hill in the past year. I'm hoping that I'll respond well to the Remicade and will get my quality of life back. Is that a realistic expectation? Will there still be some occasional flare ups? (Hopefully not as bad as now).
Thanks so much for reading my babbling!
I'm glad I found this message board. I've been reading posts and can relate so much to folks here! First of all, I'd like to state that I haven't been officially diagnosed with PA, but my doctors are leaning towards PA as opposed to other types of arthritis based on my symptoms. Since most of the treatments are the same, it really does not matter that I don't have an official label yet.
I am taking methotrexate and started Remicade about two months ago. Unfortunately, I did not have any improvements with the first two infusions. With my last one (third one), they increased the dosage and I felt better for about a week. So, we're going to bump it up again for my next one.
I know this sounds bad, but it was nice to hear about other folks feeling the way I do. Not that I would wish this on anyone, but just the fact that there are others out there who understand. I have a wonderful support system. I am fortunate to have a very loving and understanding husband, great friends and my work is very flexible. I try to be strong most of the time about how I feel. There is no sense in bringing folks down with me. But, I've had a few little meltdowns. It's usually when I have to realize I can't do everything I want to do. For instance, running simple errands is difficult on some days. Other times, just taking a shower is a huge task. I feel guilty about not being able to walk our dog as much as I'd like. I'm thankful we don't have children because the guilt would eat me up of not being able to take care of them. I read here about folks taking pain meds just to clean the house. I felt better realizing I'm not the only one! I also take them so I can walk the dog. That's for me to get some exercise and to let our big dog be the social butterfly that he is and meet his buddies in the neighborhood.
I have a question for folks who have had arthritis for longer than I have. I've had it for almost a year. Does it get worse or does it get better over time? I've got it in my feet, ankles, knees, hand, neck and lower back. Then, in the last month I started having chest pain. The doctor thinks I had inflammation in the lining of my lung. A few days ago, my shoulder had inflammation as well. I couldn't even move my arm without excruciating pain. I feel like I've been down hill in the past year. I'm hoping that I'll respond well to the Remicade and will get my quality of life back. Is that a realistic expectation? Will there still be some occasional flare ups? (Hopefully not as bad as now).
Thanks so much for reading my babbling!