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teenPA18
11-19-2007, 03:04 PM
Hello I want to give an overview of myself as I am joining the club =(.

I'm 18 years old, i got Psoriasis at 15 years, and Psoriasis A (I never say that word, i hate it with all my heart) at 16 and I'm now 18 years old. I'm from England, and studying at university with high hopes for the future.

About my condition:
Basically, it started after an athletic training session (i used to be very athletic and do a variety of sports), during which, i injured both my knees by applying too much force, and continuing exercise even with the injury. The injury didn't heal, so i went to the local GP, who referred me to the physio. I then had the Physio for about 4 months untill they decided to refer me onto a specialist physio, who then refered me onto someone else. Then i had an MRI scan, and saw a special doctor.

The MRI scan showed slight wearing of the knee cartilidge (nothing too unusual), and my blood tests showed nothing abnormal - including the inflamation test. However, the next doctor diagnosed me with PA, asked for another blood test (3 months later), which showed inflamation.

I then started taking Sulphasalazine ever since, along with NSAIDs.

Then it got worse:
I now have inflamation in both knees, my index finger on my right hand, left jaw bone, and right hip. And i have psoriasis on my scalp, which isn't that bad atm due to a steriod based scalp application.



How i think PA limits me:

Well, i can't do much running anymore, and ofc there is almost constant pain (sometimes i don't feel it, just normally in the evenings and when i think about it), and sports generally i can't do. I have recently done martial arts, sailing, swimming, although i stopped the martial arts.
I would say, swimming/ cycling is a good way to stay in shape with PA because it doesn't really stop me from doing these.
The thought of my children having a chance to contract this makes me not want to have children; maybe i will just adopt a child and help destroy PA (although its not as bad as many hereditary diseases).

Well, basically I don't tell anyone i have PA, only most of my family knows, and no one seems to question me. If i feel pain, i take it and walk normally, no limping, no signs of weakness. As i said before i hate the A word, and ask for my family not to say it; especially when my parents ask me how I am. I say alright, but i can't tell them can I, they wont understand, how can they? I remember my mum complaining about a soar tooth and I thought; you think you have problems...


Anyway, this is a long read so I'll cut it short:

I always say A as the thing old people get; i never really thought young people could get it, and now i have it. It makes me sad to know i have my life ahead of me, but i keep telling my physio, only a few more years for a cure now =D. She says there wont be a cure and I argue; what do we have if we do not have faith? Well, on the bright side, when I come to my final years, i will have a hell of an autobiography to write. 'Normal' people are boring, they live plain lives, but i have something different.

I would give everything but my life and soul ( I don't believe in a soul but I also don't tempt fate), for a cure.

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The worse feeling i ever have is when i think my PA is getting worse, If i feel another joint is being infected it makes me feel bad. Reading about other people's PA problems makes me feel bad too, but i have had 2 years of ignoring this disease, and I have joined you guys to talk about my problems.

So hello.

Malibu 2
11-19-2007, 03:18 PM
Welcome TeenPA and I'm sorry that you are so troubled right now.

First off, you did the right thing by joining the group. There are some wonderful people here and more importantly they have had P & PA a lot longer than you and I. They are a wealth of knowledge.

The only thing I can say to you is educate yourself on everything you need to know about PA and don't be afraid to say Arthritis. This is just an inconvience for us all and this is the hands we were dealt with.

It's very important that you stay on top of your Rheumy and make sure that you don't miss the opportunity to try a different drug. There are so many coming out that have been extremely positive for some.

Best of luck and again Welcome!
Malibu

RichJ
11-19-2007, 03:24 PM
hi teenpa,
sorry i can't help much but welcome to the p family. you have met some of the wonderful people on here and will find alot of great info. welcome and nice to meet you.

try and have a good night all

richard

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11-19-2007, 03:27 PM
hey teenPA18 glad you found us and sorry you had to find us. you are now a part of a realy big family. you can cry here, complain say things here and not worry about hurting feelings (unless it is a direct stab) say anything cause we are all there. first you need to go see a rheumatologist and get a proper diagnosis as far as the PA goes to rull other things out. make sure you don't have RA or gout or lupus, etc. others from my big beautiful family will be on to welcome you soon. my daughter just turned 13 oct 04 she joined the psoriasis site under NEWBIE, she has psoriasis and she does an awful lot of snap, crackle, pop with her joints just like I did at her age. hubby and my son call us rice crispies. when you are in pain that you can control think of a person in a wheel chair who can feel nothing, they would be greatful for to feel pain. so I think and thank the Lord I can feel it but other days I come here and crab and wine (got cheese and crackers?) we are so glad you found us
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teenPA18
11-19-2007, 04:18 PM
Thanks for the welcome. It's nice to know there's people to talk to who understand.

And yes, thinking of people who are worse off than me comforts me and makes me appreciate what I've got.

I feel very sorry for anyone in their early teens or a child with PA, or any form of A for that matter =(.
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Sometimes I think PA is a test; everything happens for a reason and perhaps PA will teach me something I will need to know in the next life. PA has shaped my personality a fair bit, if i see or hear any discrimination i shout out and dismiss it, where most people, if it does not affect them, will remain silent. I don't know, i like to think that its a balance, and in the end we're all balanced in our good luck / bad luck.

Other times, I wonder why the body is so pathetic. I'm in control of my body, and i just want to tell those white blood cells, STOP ATTACKING MY JOINTS.

Well at least PA is one of the better forms of A.